These past weeks....

The past weeks in my life have been bad, they can only be described in one word: horryfying. I started off the school year very well. I was looking forward to college and to making new friends. The first weeks were perfect. My classes were going well and I was loving the new life. However, my life took a sudden turn. Everything changed. Something occurred that took all the positive attitude in me and changed it into a negative one. I have not been able to get back into that positive attitude. I do not know if it is because I don't have my family here with me, or if it is because it is just too hard for someone my age to handle. Whatever it is, it is bothering me. I want to enjoy this new chapter in my life, I don't want anything to get in my way of achieving my dreams.